
1
An
old man bending I come among new faces,
Years looking backward
resuming in answer to children,
Come tell us old man, as from
young men and maidens that love me,
(Arous'd and angry, I'd
thought to beat the alarum, and urge relentless
war,
But soon
my fingers fail'd me, my face droop'd and I resign'd myself,
To
sit by the wounded and soothe them, or silently watch the
dead;)
Years hence of these scenes, of these furious passions,
these chances,
Of unsurpass'd heroes, (was one side so brave? the
other was equally
brave;)
Now be witness again, paint the
mightiest armies of earth,
Of those armies so rapid so wondrous
what saw you to tell us?
What stays with you latest and deepest?
of curious panics,
Of hard-fought engagements or sieges tremendous
what deepest remains?
2
O maidens and young men I love and that
love me,
What you ask of my days those the strangest and sudden
your talking
recalls,
Soldier alert I arrive after a long
march cover'd with sweat and dust,
In the nick of time I come,
plunge in the fight, loudly shout in the
rush of successful
charge,
Enter the captur'd works--yet lo, like a swift-running
river they fade,
Pass and are gone they fade--I dwell not on
soldiers' perils or
soldiers' joys,
(Both I remember well--many
the hardships, few the joys, yet I was
content.)
But in
silence, in dreams' projections,
While the world of gain and
appearance and mirth goes on,
So soon what is over forgotten, and
waves wash the imprints off the sand,
With hinged knees returning
I enter the doors, (while for you up there,
Whoever you are,
follow without noise and be of strong heart.)
Bearing the
bandages, water and sponge,
Straight and swift to my wounded I
go,
Where they lie on the ground after the battle brought
in,
Where their priceless blood reddens the grass the ground,
Or
to the rows of the hospital tent, or under the roof'd hospital,
To
the long rows of cots up and down each side I return,
To each and
all one after another I draw near, not one do I miss,
An attendant
follows holding a tray, he carries a refuse pail,
Soon to be
fill'd with clotted rags and blood, emptied, and fill'd again.
I
onward go, I stop,
With hinged knees and steady hand to dress
wounds,
I am firm with each, the pangs are sharp yet
unavoidable,
One turns to me his appealing eyes--poor boy! I never
knew you,
Yet I think I could not refuse this moment to die for
you, if that
would save you.
3
On, on I go, (open doors of
time! open hospital doors!)
The crush'd head I dress, (poor crazed
hand tear not the bandage away,)
The neck of the cavalry-man with
the bullet through and through examine,
Hard the breathing
rattles, quite glazed already the eye, yet life
struggles
hard,
(Come sweet death! be persuaded O beautiful death!
In
mercy come quickly.)
From the stump of the arm, the amputated
hand,
I undo the clotted lint, remove the slough, wash off the
matter and blood,
Back on his pillow the soldier bends with curv'd
neck and side falling
head,
His eyes are closed, his face is
pale, he dares not look on the
bloody stump,
And has not yet
look'd on it.
I dress a wound in the side, deep, deep,
But a
day or two more, for see the frame all wasted and sinking,
And the
yellow-blue countenance see.
I dress the perforated shoulder, the
foot with the bullet-wound,
Cleanse the one with a gnawing and
putrid gangrene, so sickening,
so offensive,
While the
attendant stands behind aside me holding the tray and pail.
I am
faithful, I do not give out,
The fractur'd thigh, the knee, the
wound in the abdomen,
These and more I dress with impassive hand,
(yet deep in my breast
a fire, a burning flame.)
4
Thus in
silence in dreams' projections,
Returning, resuming, I thread my
way through the hospitals,
The hurt and wounded I pacify with
soothing hand,
I sit by the restless all the dark night, some are
so young,
Some suffer so much, I recall the experience sweet and
sad,
(Many a soldier's loving arms about this neck have cross'd
and rested,
Many a soldier's kiss dwells on these bearded lips.)
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